Feeling a little Feisty

Previously published in the Summer 2014 but relevant for today just as much. 

[WARNING: I AM NOT YOUR AVERAGE CHRISTIAN. I DO NOT FIT INTO SOME MOLD OF EXPECTATIONS HELD BY MOST CHRISTIAN RELIGIONS. I DO NOT BELIEVE IN RELIGION IN AND OF ITSELF. I BELIEVE SOLELY IN THE BIBLE AND TRUST WHAT IT HAS TO SAY TO ME. I CHOSE TO FELLOWSHIP IN A SANCTUARY OF BELIEVERS, BUT THAT IS NOT WHO I AM. I AM SIMPLY A CHRISTIAN DEFINED BY THE BIBLE, NOT DOCTRINES. YOU ARE WARNED BECAUSE I AM LIKELY TO OFFEND SOME WITH THIS POST. THAT IS NOT MY INTENT. MY DECLARATION IS MADE PUBLIC AS A WARNING TO SATAN.]

Today my worst nightmare has been confirmed…. (this song popped into my head) “my past keeps playing with my head, failure strikes me down again, I’m reminded of the wrong, that I have said and done, and that the devil just won’t let me forget”… https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NZVjKrmvYYQ The insanity set forth to destroy my life has shown me the grip it has on someone dear to me and my inability to undo it, proving once again I have failed…

My emotions are mixed. I’m mad at myself for letting my guard down when I knew better. I’m angry at God because I trusted Him to do what I couldn’t. I am beyond pissed at Satan…I can hear his snarly-ass snickering with an evil grin smeared across his face that I would love to slap off. Unfortunately, it is not “flesh and blood I wrestle against, but principalities, against powers, rulers of darkness and spiritual host of wickedness “(Eph 6:12). He is just hoping this is one more setback in my life that will finally make me cave and stop trusting God to see me through. The saying, “I’m going to beat the hell out of you” has never been truer than now and if only God would give me the opportunity and power to do it.  I would take Satan on single-handedly if I knew Jesus didn’t already have it covered. (Satan doesn’t want me to pull out all my UFC moves- I keep them hidden for a reason).  So many more emotions tied up within my stomach…. I’m not even going to describe or discuss. Doing so simply elevates Satan instead of Christ, the one I want elevated

So, Satan, I declare WAR  on you this day, it is time for you and all your cronies to be on guard. I have a sword you WILL NEVER defeat.  It was given to me to “whoop data” [watch Meet the Browns you will know what I’m saying]….and “whoop” is being nice… You’ve chosen this battle but I am not sure you remember who you are coming against. It is not I that has and will continue to defeat you but Jesus (1John 4:4) However, the leader of this army has CHOSEN ME (Eph 1:4-5).  So guess whose side I’m on??? - THE WINNING SIDE- and guess what that makes me… a winner too.  BOOYA!!!!  

I AM a child of THE KING (Gal.4:4-7) sealed with more promise than I have even yet to learn (Eph. 1:13). I am the head and not the tail (Deut. 28.13). You, Satan, are the tail, (Isa. 9:15) the one who teaches lies and is the father of ALL lies. (John 8:44) Maybe you have forgotten Jesus has destroyed your power against me since I am one filled with the Holy Spirit (Col. 2:15), an overcomer (1 John 4:4), a believer equipped to perform great works that will glorify MY HEAVENLY FATHER (John 14: 12-14)

I will not be defeated. The Commander and Chief of the army I serve will never let me down, always stick by me and PROTECT me from evil. (2 Thes. 3:3). I live and move in him; I can’t get away from him (Acts 17:26). Through Jesus, I have already been given the victory (1 Cor 15:57).

You … demand proof that Christ speaks through me, believe me, you will get more than you bargained for. You’ll get the full force of Christ, don’t think you won’t. He was sheer weakness and humiliation when he was killed on the cross, but oh, he’s alive now—in the mighty power of God! I wasn’t much to look at, either, when I was humiliated by you, but when I deal with you this next time; I’ll be alive in Christ, AND strengthened by God.  You have been warned. I am not lying down and I am no easy target.

http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=2%20cor%2013%3A1-4&version=NLV;CEB;MSG;EXB

THE BIBLE WAS GIVEN TO ME BY A MIGHTY GOD AS A SWORD THAT I HAVE PICKED UP AND PLAN TO SWING LIKE A CRAZY PERSON UNTIL I FEEL THE NEED TO REGAIN MY SANITY…UNTIL THEN MARK MY WORDS:

This is my bible: I have what it says I have. I am what it says I am. I am CONFIDENT not intimidated, meek or insecure, STRONG  and not weak, FOCUSED and not scattered, ABOVE and not below, THE HEAD and not the tail, A LEADER not a follower, SUCCESSFUL not a failure, more than a CONQUEROR; EQUIPPED, EMPOWERED, WELL-ABLED to ACCOMPLISH my dreams and GOD’S PLANS FOR ME. GOD STANDS BESIDE ME, GOES BEFORE ME AND PREPARES MY WAY

GAZELLE INTENSITY

PART III

"Like a gazelle from the hand of the hunter,” A gazelle is swift and can run up to 40 mph. The cheetah is the gazelle’s biggest enemy and can run up to 60 mph. Although the cheetah can outrun the gazelle, Dave reiterates a report from Discovery Channel informing viewers that the cheetah catches the gazelle only 1 in 19 attempts. Why is this? The gazelle must outwit the cheetah with swift & cunning movements, just as we should with credit. The gazelle is determined to live; we should be determined to survive on what we have not on what we borrow. As Dave says, we must run from debt with “gazelle intensity”. And that is what I am doing!

 

"Like a bird from the snare of the fowler. “ First of all the snare had to be attractive to the bird or it would have kept flying and never gone toward it. Aren’t modern day marketers efficient in making the’ snare’ attractive to us: “90 days same as cash”; “an extra 10% off if you apply for this card”, etc.?

Once entrapped, the bird will fight with intensity to be free and it will take vigor & strength to escape. Shouldn’t we fight with intensity, vigor and strength to escape bondage to our ‘neighbors’? I found a sermon by Rev. C.H. Spurgeon delivered in 1857 that had thought-provoking assumptions concerning the ‘snare'.

"Trouble is often the means whereby God delivers us from snares. I doubt not, many of you have been saved from your ruins by your sorrows, your grief, your troubles, your woes, your losses, and your crosses. All of these have been the breaking of the net that set you free from the snare of the fowler…God delivers his people from the snares of the fowler, by giving them the spirit of prayer as well as the spirit of courage, so they will call upon the Lord in that day of trouble and he (will) deliver them…God will restore thee; return and God will have mercy on you. God will deliver you so you may start afresh in the ways of righteousness, serve God with diligence.”

Isn’t it interesting that words stated in 1857 are still applicable today?



Warning...warning...you are not going to like this.

WARNING: THIS WILL BE A LITTLE MINI-SERIES POSTED OVER SEVERAL DAYS. IT HAS BEEN A THREE DAY STUDY FOR ME, SO IF IT TOOK ME THAT LONG, I SHOULDN'T THROW IT AT YOU ALL AT ONCE. HOPE IT HELPS SOMEONE.

Part I

Jamie & I started Financial Peace University by Dave Ramsey. I’m telling you this stuff SHOULD be taught in high schools. How drastically different our lives could have been had we understood at a younger age the principles he teaches. He makes reference to Proverbs 6: 1-11 and I wanted to dig a little deeper in it. So here is the passage:

¹My son, if you have put up security for your neighbor, if you have struck hands in pledge for another, ²if you have been trapped by what you said, ensnared by the words of your mouth, ³ then do this, my son, to free yourself, since you have fallen into your neighbor’s hands: go & humble yourself; press your plea with your neighbor’s! ⁴Allow no sleep to your eyes, no slumber to your eyelids.⁵ Free yourself, like a gazelle from the hand of the hunter, like a bird from the snare of the fowler. ⁶Go to the ant, you sluggard, consider its ways and be wise! ⁷It has no commander, no overseer or ruler, ⁸yet it stores its provisions in summer and gathers its food at harvest. ⁹How long will you lie there, you sluggard? When will you get up from your sleep? ¹⁰A little sleep, a little slumber, a little folding of the hands to rest and ¹¹poverty will come on you like an armed man.

My bible titles this passage “Warning against laziness”; I think it should be titled “Warning against debt!” and my interpretation will explain why. So let’s dig in.

 “If you have put up security for your neighbor, if you have struck hands in pledge for another”: Security is anything deposited or given as assurance of the fulfillment of an obligation that makes you bound to another’s financial burdens. This can be in the form of money, your signature, a handshake or even just your ‘word’.  This could be cosigning a home or car loan for your children or signing an agreement for a credit card. “Your neighbor” is any fellow human: friends, family, creditors, banks, etc. So rather you are agreeing to cover someone else should they default on a loan or you are agreeing to pay creditor’s money your borrowed to buy the car you couldn't afford to pay for with cash, you have placed yourself in a position to be bound to another’s financial burdens. Not only have you bound yourself to them, you have agreed to keep your “pledge” according to the terms you “shook on”.

Verse 2: “²if you have been trapped by what you said”: to be trapped is to be in an undesirable circumstance from which escape or relief is difficult. Have you ever been upside down on a car loan? Have you ever used a credit card with 21% interest and spent three years paying off $300? Have you cosigned for someone that defaulted and you were left paying the bill? Have you ever …(you fill in the blank)? I’m sure we all have our own personal situation that we can use as reference to this verse. “Ensnared by the words of your mouth”: to be ensnared is to give someone else power over you. That is exactly what we do when we buy things on credit. This makes me think of the ‘payday’ loans. I have personally never used them, but Jamie & I paused a commercial once to read the fine print they showed for about 30 seconds and the interest on the borrowed money was 300%. Yes! I meant to put two zero’s behind the three. Talk about giving someone else power over you. One more thing: have you ever noticed how payday loan companies are usually close to places such as Dollar General, or Dollar Tree? Think it is a coincidence???

Stay tuned for Part II tomorrow.